Monday, November 05, 2007

to die slowly

boredom's scathing
while the heart
remains beating
an ulcer my stomach
begins eating
tormented tormoil
that I do not deserve
wishing in this moment
to see beyond the earth's curve
maybe there is peace in some new land
where new faces surround and abound
lost I might be, but lost in silence no pain
no anger to disturb and arraign
the subtleties which I prize above all
whispers in the wind that always call
saying there is a lake crystal clear
that if you only keep swimming
all numbness, hatred and pain disappear
here in the pit of humanity I remain
for only as long as this life appears gain

4 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

it sucks to die slowly.. when someone hurts you especially.. & even more so when you lie and cover up your secrets.

7:43 PM  
Blogger Adam said...

hmm... who are you anonymous??? cuz you're not someone who normally comments on this blog... of course not too many people do.. considering the fact that I'm generally annoying and most of my stuff is too personal.. thus useless..

1:31 AM  
Blogger Adam said...

yup

4:50 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

What I don't understand, Adam, is what exactly you are looking for. If you are searching for an escape, then be careful. Any consolation a believer searches for outside of God, will always leave him with an empty feeling and a wish for death. Taste not, touch not, handle not.
I'm prayin' for ya'.

7:03 AM  

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